There are many things to talk about

I don't know what I should say today. When I got home I was upbeat and in a very good mood. Right now, it feels shallow and broken. And I'm really not sure what the difference is. This is the part where I usually say 'fuck it', but I'm older now, I should have the core established, the requirements fulfilled, the dreams chased. The glass is always half-full, except when some asshole drank the fucker. It seems that he is drinking more than can be expected. Or maybe I'm just having an awful hour right now. I really can't tell. I guess adjusting to real life is more than an exercise. Here's to hoping I didn't realize too late.